1st blog

2010-04-29T00:59:00.000-07:00

'i love you, goodbye'

the four saddest words in the english dictionary

2010-03-01T01:56:00.001-08:00

I woke up this morning only to find out that it was the 1st of March. It seemed like the first day of 2010 was just yesterday... but looking back, i kinda did quite a lot this year already (yeahhhh right, everything except studying) Like two saturdays ago was my birthday party with Shyaza♥ , last saturday was Ashry's 17th birthday and the upcoming saturday is Gwen and Nut's sweeeet sixteeeen and the following Friday is Gordon's!!!

Ok but today i spent the day in school thinking about my life and how i've been living it the past few years or rather, this year. I know i should be paying attention in school but you know what, heckkkk i couldnt help it. I started off this year telling myself it'd be a fresh start and that i'll achieve all that i haven't the past few years. But i guess i started off on the wrong footing, was distracted as usual but just a teeeeeny weeeeny bit better like i'm really proud of myself for being able to tell my mom about everything like my fears and troubles and i love her soo much for trusting and understanding me. Anyhoooo, was late for school today cuz the wire of my braces broke and it was cutting into my gum so dad brought me to the dentist at 9am only to find out Dr. Lien wasn't there so he dropped me at school and brought me back to see her after school instead. Had tea with dad after and at the same time, gave me a very motivational talk. I kinda hate it when i have to eat and worry about stuff at the same time(O lvls). But i guess it wasn't too bad since dad seldom talks to me about such stuff. He said something that really woke me up and got me thinking - 'somehow i feel that mom and i are more concerned about your O lvls than you are yourself ' Then it struck me again that i've just wasted the first three months of this very important year. Aghhhhhhh.

Okay and just recently, i discovered that i have low blood count.......... the doctor gave me disgusting iron pills but i haven't even taken any cuz it smells of......... blood. i swear it is freaking sick. God please make me better, Amen.

Cheer practise on the other hand has been taking its toll on me as well. Sports day is next Thursday and i haven't learnt half the routine yettttt. I neeeeed to manage my time!!! Ok time to mug. mug. mug. mug. i need to mug.

2010-01-22T20:25:00.000-08:00

SOMETIMES YOU GET WHAT YOU WANT

SOMETIMES YOU GET WHAT YOU NEED

SOMETIMES YOU GET WHAT YOU GET

Cool shoes dude!

Okay SO the sad news is that my computer takes forever to upload 'the newest version of safari' so i think my poor iphone will live forever without any apps unless i take my laptop to the store for a check. I think i'm the lamest person ever. My phone's already been 3 months old? And it doesnt have any applications....................

Oh and it is Daddy's birthday next friday!!!!!! Mom and i are still thinking about what to do this year. Any suggestions? Oh gahddddd i feel like im talking to myself. Anyway, my face is starting to hurt and peel from training under the very damaging sun yesters. But at least my stamina and fitness is picking up!(: im craving for cheese cheese cheeeseeeeee. and chocolate muffins!!!

Okay time for the truth, the truth is... im just too bored and dont know how to spend my time while waiting for 12:45 to come before i meet valerie for lunch. The time is now 12:42 so goodbye guys! My lunch is waiting for me!!!!

Catch y'all laterrrrrr

2010-01-03T02:43:00.001-08:00

I don't know why but somehow i feel all hyped up for this new year. I'm happy everything's been a blast this holiday and i really hate to say that i'm kinda looking forward to school tomorrow! .........although half my homework's not done YETTTT (but who knows you know. anything can happen, it might be completed soon! :D) okay so let's hope this will be a good year filled with new experiences and may we all strive for the best!

2009-12-05T05:57:00.000-08:00

God i know you are faithful.

2009-10-23T08:23:00.000-07:00

Rest in peace for you are in heaven. Amen

2009-10-05T00:09:00.001-07:00

SO. i was looking through the lifestyle section of the Sunday Times last night hoping it'll brighten up my mood after a long day of reading and memorising chapter 6 of my bio textbook - Nutrition in Humans where the mouth digests starch and the stomach digests proteins and the small intestine digests starch, proteins and fats. Am i wrong? or am i right. Shit what has too much studying of bio done to my brain?!?!?! Okay yeah back to my point of brightening up my Sunday night, I SAW LOTS AND LOTS OF DELICIOUS AWSM CHOCOLATE CAKES AND DELIGHTS ALL FILLED WITH GOODNESS AT THE EATING SECTION. omg is it even called an eating section? anw IT GOT ME SO EXCITED I WAS MAKING SO MUCH NOISE ABOUT WANTING TO EAT ALL OF THEM TO MY MOM LET ME SHOW YOU SOME EXAMPLES.

OMG RIGHT?!?! How in the world can anyone in the right mind miss out on such tasty treats?!?! im still feeling very high about it btw. THEN. i went on to read more about those cakes and apparently there are extreeeeemelyyyyy delicious chocolates in Paris, in a patisserie called pierre herme. Here are more examples of why i was drooling and fantasizing about cakes past 12am last night

YES. Can you understand the plight i was in now? That's it! This is too much for me to handle. I'm going to do nothing but eat and exercise after the exams. Yeahhhhh! I can't wait to sink my teeth into one of those mouth watering desserts.

Sorry for my over-excessive enthusiasm in this post. But i'm just simply so excited!!!!!

urghhhhhh. sometimes............. i wish i was the number 1 baker on Earth.

2009-10-01T20:29:00.000-07:00

Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen feeling like there's nothing to figure out
Well, count to ten, take it in
This is life before you know who you're gonna be
Fifteen

You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail
And soon enough you're best friends
Laughing at the other girls who think they're so cool
We'll be outta here as soon as we can

And then you're on your very first date and he's got a car
And you're feeling like flying
And you're momma's waiting up and you're thinking he's the one
And you're dancing 'round your room when the night ends
When the night ends

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
When you're fifteen and your first kiss
Makes your head spin 'round
But in your life you'll do things greater than
Dating the boy on the football team
But I didn't know it at fifteen

When all you wanted was to be wanted
Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now

Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
But I realized some bigger dreams of mine
And Abigail gave everything she had to a boy
Who changed his mind and we both cried

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall
I've found time can heal most anything
And you just might find who you're supposed to be
I didn't know who I was supposed to be at fifteen

2009-09-29T06:46:00.000-07:00

Hi! I do not care

Wha- Wha- Wha- Wha- What did you say

2009-09-17T03:24:00.000-07:00

Parlez vous francais?
konichiwa

HAHAHAHA!
OMG! FINALLY! Blogger's back to its normal self. Anyway i don't even know why the hell im here when exams are in 12 days.

JOKE OF THE DAY.

''omg you know there'll be this smell on some days that i really like...''

''what smell!''

''i dont know. its just really nice''

''THE HAZE?!?!?!!??!?!''

''i think so. its nice what! i really really like it!''

okay my books need me

2009-09-07T06:38:00.000-07:00

ohyeah. i forgot to mention that i actually went back to rgps with chryssa on teachers day! i miss that place so much and everything still seemed so familiar even though it has already been 3 years since i left. all the stall aunties and uncles are still the same and it just felt so great to be able to see all those familiar faces again. man i miss the food and i remember how i used to love the 50 cent noodles so much and the rice stall thing that i bought both the rice and noodles that day. im so sorry but thats how greedy i am. HAHA! managed to catch up with chen lao shi, zhang lao shi (omg shes so nice now i cant believe we used to call her zhang lang): ), miss aishah, mr cheng( HAHHAHA! chryssa you know you love him♥), mr ho(im surprised he still remembers us despite only teaching us pe in p6), and a few more but i just cant seem to recall who they are right now. anywayyyy, i just luv da girl chryssa so much for being my buddy since p5 and despite us not being in the same class anymore im really glad i can still have proper conversations with her and not get weird feelings and awkward pauses everytime im with someone im not close to.
SO. im finally going out with my baby/bfffffffff again tomorrow!!!! hahahah! to watch i love you beth cooper and dance flick.
'they're both nc16. what if we cant get in then they call the police'
'OMG. OKKK THEN WE CAN CALL _, _, _, _, TO HELP US!'
'okay anyway if i wana eat cookies tmr you have to keep insisting no ok. then you buy me fries to trick me but i'll pay you back. say this to me. no! i bought you fries already you must eat. and if you buy and eat cookies you'll be so full and sick'
Sweetie, i wont fall for that again FRIES ARE SO MUCH MORE UNHEALTHY THAN COOKIES!!!!!
okay i dont understand why the hell i've been blogging so much these days. i will ban myself from this place until the end of exams! yes i will and i shall and i can!
yeah. back to logarithms for now

2009-09-04T08:06:00.000-07:00

omg, blogger's a bitch seriously. i cant even upload any pictures now cuz the whole format changed. or maybe it's just the problem with my laptop..... oh well. IF THIS CONTINUES. i will change to xanga after exams!!! oh we received our progress reports today.. and my results are reaally. screwed up. 1 month to prepare for eoys and im gona try my best to make full use of it so i wont have to be a deprived child after exams. heheheee.
Anyway, i changed my plans today againnn. and ended up meeting jona together with yx at the bus stop outside school to go to russell's dad's wake. olanda joined us later and we ate at heartland mall before cabbing over to the church. we all tried our hardest to be maTYOOR after stepping into the place. dont worry russell, we'll always be here for you. just know that your dad has gone to a better place with no more pain and sufferings and rest assured i'll remember to include you in my prayers every night to help you and your family overcome this difficult period of time(:
we cabbed back to heartland mall after that. yx and olanda left so jona and i sat at some random place to talk and eat cheese fries! HAHAHA! it has been really long since we last had a proper chat and i really miss the times we were at your house. 'omg i just realised the 5 of us are damn close. its like we're siblings or smth' haha. that sentence's still etched in my mind even though its already been such a long time. okay sooo, dad came to pick me after and he asked where i went.....
'i went to my friend's father's wake'
'WHO? WHATS THE FATHER'S NAME. _______?'
'OMG DADDY HOW'D YOU KNOW!'
'ARE YOU SERIOUS? the one at ______ right? i was thinking of going to the wake later. he used to be in the same secondary school as me for a while then we were on the rugby team in jc tgt and he used to stay near us. didnt you know that?'
it was then that i found out why russell's dad's picture looked so familiar...... but omg. what a conincidence! and i never knew my dad used to be on the rugby team until he told me just now. and i. am. still. in. shock. HAHAHAHA! (that is not a compliment for him btw)
'i even hurt my shoulder blade and i was too scared to tell grandma'
'WHAT?! so it just recovered on its own? okay! im gona tell grandmama the next time i see her!'
*silence*

okayyyy. and i went for the back checkup with mum and thank goodness there's nothing wrong with my back!!!! i've been worrying about it since forever. Thank You God i love you♥

2009-09-03T04:55:00.000-07:00

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

2009-08-22T05:22:00.000-07:00

There's something ‘bout the night
And the way it hides all the things I like

Just got back from steaming my hair with mum because it was getting way too dry then we walked around for a bit and i saw this beachy islandy looking dress that i really liked but i figured i'd never ever wear it even if i bought it so i didn't get it. and i went into gap kids for once in my entire life with mum that is - inspired by yx because i couldnt find anything nice at the normal gap. BUT. i didn't find anything that'd at least fit me at gap kids so oh well. i should go to the big one at wisma or vivo next time. Don't laugh. some of the clothes are really reaaaaalllyyy nice. Okay on a more depressing note, blogger's been really screwed up these days like it'd change it's format every single time i log in (notice how small and dull my words are) YES. it's because the button or whatever it's called to change it is goneeee! andd, on an even more depressing note, nick's leaving for new york to study this wednesday and somehow i managed to convince my mum to let me send him off after my tuition so im happyy. oh and i realised i havent taken any pictures with him before so hopefully on wednesday i will and i'll put it up together with some overdued pictures on what's been happening in my life lately. haha! im thinking of changing to xanga or livejournal but as we all know im an extremeeely lazy person no one can ever beat how lazy or for being an even worse procrastinator than i am so i should just forget about changing and continue blogging in this blog for the rest of my life. speaking of me being lazy, exams are coming and i haven't started studying yetttt. not to mention i havent been exactly following what the teacher's been saying for almost every subject. i dont even know what i do in class. seriously. O.M.G. come to think of it i really dont. i should ask zn. hahahaha! all i know is i get my laughing spasms at times and she'll just move herself away from me and sit nearer to nicole where she'll secretly observe to see if im going back to my usual self and then move back next to me!:D also, i'll be touching my tennis racket again tomorrow after it being kept in my cupboard for almost 2 months all thanks to coach who called my mum and asked her to send me for training. ughh whyyyyyyy! its not like i've been sad not being able to train for so long. im actually really enjoying myself. its just. i've never felt so....... free like the wind before. HAHA! Okay wish me luck i really hope and pray i can still play......

2009-08-12T01:47:00.000-07:00

More than 7 months have passed since camp was over and all of us have already moved on from the last day of camp when everyone was so sad and all. and today, valentina got me to read calvin's (our trainer) blog. he wrote about every single day of the 5 days 4 nights we spent at camp but what really touched me was the last paragraph. here was what he wrote.

"girls. you were really special. thank you for all the beautiful memories you all gave me. 3e2 totally rocked. you made me feel so attached to all of u. every single one of you. all the smiles, laughter and tears. dont thank me. i didnt do anything at all. it was you girls who made it such a beautiful moment. i will be leaving in feb for brunei and i cant do any camps soon. it was a great parting present for me. (: i made a lot of new friends and learnt alot about everyone of u. what a camp indeed. (: i really dont know what else to say as i am sweatin in here. heh. thanks so much.
its time to say goodbye.
its time to move on.
each a different way.
and each a differnt road.
one day my friend.
maybe we will meet again. (:
cal."

that was when i realised the sleepless nights because of the unfamiliarity of the place together with all the insects and days when i couldn't get a proper bath was all worth it.

2009-08-05T05:31:00.000-07:00

today's chinese common test was sooo hardddd. why does wang li have to set such hard papers all the time?! i think she thinks shes very funny and smart just because her name is wang li and not like mary or something. and to make things worse, i haven't passed a single chinese test this year. faaaaar from passing. and tomorrow's ss test. i really wonder what im doing on the com
oh and i was really nice and gave valerie my packet of healthy dinosaur sweets yesterday because the invigilator kept feeding us with so many sweets that i could feel my blood sugar level rising and i don't want diabetes so........i gave them away. im so sorry valerie. i really didn't mean it. BUT YOU WERE EYEING THEM!!! i know you were. i have more in my pencil case and im willing to give them all away. (:
Okay. i must stop here. WE MUST PERSERVERE. no computer no phone. and study for ss. our time starts now. (hahahahaha i still havent gotten over my laughing thing from reading valerie's blog)

2009-07-30T01:43:00.000-07:00

i read zn's blog and it really cracked me up. here's some of the stuff she wrote and my comments are in RED:

Monday:
Monday was just basically boring and i insulted mk

Tuesday:
nobody's gonna pass the amath test and i insulted mk

Wednesday:
missed 4 buses in the morning and guess who i saw. of all people, MK!!! i thought the day was gona be horrible but it turned out good. mrs rao was on leave so i had 3 periods of arm wrestling and thumb war and lame magic from enci. then mrs khor wasn't around so sharmaine and i conveniently forgot to take the assignments as we had o lvl listening. and i was telling sharmaine how i should see mk every morning cos the day would turn out great. stupid c overheard and quacked madly. (c laughs like a duck if you haven't realised. oh and she's also the sultan's wife) then i insulted mk.

Thursday:
wang li decided to cancel the test that we weren't even aware of but she decided to give us another one on some other topic. great. and i insulted mk.

Friday:
ishi mura with felicia, valent, lelyn and michelle. sharmaine couldn't come with us because she had to send the china girl off. she made a face and it looked as if she tasted ___. okay i stopped insulting mk today because we were let off early and there was no reason to spoil my mood.

heee sorry mk.

on a more serious note, i think i need to catch up on amath because i haven't exactly been following what my teacher's been saying. and i still wonder who the hell created logarithms and i think it should be taken out of math because i think the word sounds like a disease more than anything.

Sometimes when I'm alone I wonder
Is there a spell that I am under
Keeping me from seeing the real thing

i guess sometimes people hide the truth because it hurts the least and is the most convenient

2009-07-14T07:03:00.001-07:00

I feel so cheated now becuz I've been studying for bio the whole day but then i realised the test isn't even tomorrow-.-

but on a lighter note i guess it's good cuz it actually prevented me from procrastinating any longer which i'll definitely do if i found out the test wasnt tmr! LML

had our chinese oral today and we were all extremely anxious in the waiting room so we cracked up many jokes about the examiner and c and our laughing disorders. but thank God i was too nervous to laugh in the exam room or our plan really must have been put to use!

'if you feel like laughing just keep smiling at the examiner and tell her you're very nervous'

'then what if we feel like farting'

'close your eyes, meditate a little, and try to hold it in'

'OMG BUT WHAT IF C LAUGHS DURING THE EXAM WHAT WILL BE THE TEACHER'S REACTION'

'oh she'll just be like are you human or duck'

2009-07-13T03:43:00.001-07:00

YOU ARE STILL THE SAME YOU DOUCHE!!!!

Great.

my ankle hurts

and you actually said you'd give up anything

2009-07-07T07:39:00.001-07:00

Just like Superman, you're my Kryptonite <3

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymoreee

hahah! i can't seem to get enough of taylor swift and lady gaga - lovegame and paparazzi are a mustttt listen to! okay i officially have a very uneven tan because i forgot to switch over after suntanning my back yesterday. how could i!!!!! and it suddenly occured to me today the times in sec1 where all of us were so close and were always there for one another so much that baldive (or however her name is spelt) got so worried and thought we were all suffering from depression when all we were doing was ............... HAHAHA! love you guys so much and i reeeeaaally am looking forward to friday!
anyway, i am very happy today i finally completed my bio essay which was due.. today. so proud soooooo proud of myself :D

2009-06-16T20:50:00.001-07:00

I love Justin Bieber and i think he's amazinggggg!! <3

- : You have a confession to make

Sharmaine : What is it!

- : where were you last night?

Sharmaine : At suntec

- : Be honest

Sharmaine : Seriously i was at suntec

- : Swear that you're not lying

Sharmaine : I swear i was at suntec. WHY??

- : Ok cuz i was changing clothes in my room after a bath and i swear i saw a girl who looked just like you trying to peep at me hanging from a tree outside!

Sharmaine : THAT SOUNDS MORE LIKE A GHOST AND NOT A GIRL TO ME. AND I DONT EVEN KNOW WHERE YOU LIVE!!!

Now...

FIRSTLY. i am not an acrobat NOR a monkey ( i do not hang from trees )

SECONDLY. i do not have an interest in climbing trees

THIRDLY. i have better things to do and look at

FORTHLY. i am not a pervert.

2009-06-08T01:11:00.000-07:00

when i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you, whenever you're not around

Yanka xoxo says:
I RAPE YOU

Sharmaine; says:
omg
YOU
BETTER
STOP
IT

Yanka xoxo says:
HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAHH

Yanka xoxo says:
i'm really laughing btw

Sharmaine; says:
HAHAHAHAHA. ME TOOOO!

Yanka xoxo says:

Yanka xoxo says:
i rape you ok!
ATIQAHHHHHH says:
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
I SLAP
KICK
PUNCH
BASH
YOU

Yanka xoxo says:
OMG WHY PEOPLE DONT WANT ME TO RAPE THEM :(

Sharmaine; says:
HAHAHAH

Yanka xoxo says:
BUT I'M RAPING YOU.
TONIGHTTTT.

Make sure your girlfriendS don't ditch you after they find out about tonight :D

K. i love you rapist. HAHA!

2009-06-01T04:54:00.000-07:00

Shut up and put your money where your mouth is
That's what you get for waking up in Vegas ;

Pictures with Tammy from long ago!!

This holiday is not gona be a holiday at all with 4 times a week of training, chinese intensive, ss remedial and english oral.

FML x10000000

Gordon don't be sad and please don't kill yourselff. She is as lazzzy as a pig

The pussycat dolls are coming to Singapore and i want to watch them! <3

wtf is wrong with you!!!!!!!!

2009-05-27T08:03:00.000-07:00

SARAH ; forever on the dance floor . says: hi! i kinda dreamt of you?! LOL. its kinda like a scary dream i was quite freaked out. LOL

Sharmaine; says: OMGGGG WHATTTT when?

SARAH ; forever on the dance floor . says: like dunno why but we were walking to the toilet then it was really dark so then i was about to walk in when i saw something move. i started screaming my head off but you kept laughing and just walked in then you turned on the lights and the toilet floor was FULL of rats!!!!

Sharmaine; says: WHATTTT if it really happened i'd be the one screaming my head off

SARAH ; forever on the dance floor . says: i was super scared when i woke up! okay this part's the freaky part. When we were screaming from all the rats, we saw someone in the toilet. okay i'm too scared to continue

and something weird happened that day in school........ in the toilet

2009-05-21T04:07:00.000-07:00

I'm so bored. and sleepy. and i haven't blogged a proper post in ages. So much's been happening i don't even know where to start! haha. thx guys whoever that'd gone out with me this one week of after exam break and made my life more exciting and less mundane. Anyhoo, KRISS WON!!! How awesome is that. Okay maybe not, considering the fact that i haven't watched a SINGLE american idol this season. So much that this was what happened during tuition last week.

Friend: Omg, do you want Adam or Kriss to win. Say Adam pleaseeee!

Me: HUH. Who the hell is that

HAHAHAHAHA! ~~embarrassing muchhhh. K. Pictures soooon. If i ever am in the mood to put them up.

2009-05-09T03:53:00.000-07:00

Mid years have been nothing but a torture.

FML .

2009-04-17T02:19:00.000-07:00

i think i need a sunrise, i'm tired of sunset...

Why do i even bother

2009-04-15T03:04:00.000-07:00

I've been thinking....

and somehow

i feel really sad.

I thought of the times we had. and how crazy we can get when we're together. But it seems to be really different now. I don't know. Maybe we've been through too much. Too much that we can't put the past behind us. It's like. i dont know. i think i need time to think it through. But whatever it is i'm sorry. I know i've said this enough times before. i just really don't know what to say anymore.

2009-04-15T00:07:00.000-07:00

Cause I can't wait wait wait any more more more more

Good Friday was a blast! Met Jade, Ben and Martin to watch Fast and Furious 4. We were all kinda sick of Ben's crap at the end of the day. Oh, and i totally forgot i had no tuition on Good Friday so when i finally found out i realised i could go for Gwen's surprise party after all! Turned out Gwen already kinda knew about it cuz of Dariussss the smartass with lotsa brains, who apparently sent her a text saying 'So you're having a birthday party on Friday?' CLEVERNESS! Thank you very much buddy!

Anywayyys, we hung out at haji then went over to clarke quay cuz we were thinking of trying out the reverse bungy thing. But we didn't in the end. Hahahaa! So we sat around in Starbucks and took pictures after that!
Those were German tourists who were really friendly and patiently took our pictures for us so we took some pictures with them too!

& Here's Sw from the day we went over to help him dye his hair(:

Have i mentioneddd, that i've been so worn out cuz we have tests every single day of this week. I spent the weekend studying for bio. But i still screwed it on Monday - i was so tired of studying on Sunday i gave up when i still had 1 and a half more chapters to go. 1 of which was the most important chapt. This shows how smart i actually am! :D I've been sleeping really late too cuz i've been spending my nights talking to Martin. My eyebags are so horrible that i hate looking at myself in the mirror now. But get well soon dude! You musn't skip school anymore! OH! And thanks for inviting me to Jonsam's birthday thing a few saturdays ago and breaking the monotony of my life. Met Annabel, Jona and Gordon there. I miss you Annabellllll. I haven't seen you in sooo long! I really miss trainings with you back in sec1 and you coming over to play tennis with me but i'm glad you're doing fine now!

Okay, and weekdays have been filled with random visits to town with Zining and Valentina. I must agree that we have nothing better to do especially when exams are just round the corner! I also finish watching The Hills. Finallyyyy. After such a loong time. I think ANTM is really cool too! Monday nights shall be reserved for that! K. But it's time for E. math now! Bye everyone.

2009-03-18T19:09:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Martin and Gordon!

Tuesday was supposed to be spent with Yx and Olanda. But Olanda couldn't make it so it was fish and co. with Yx, SSS and I. Met Martin the birthday boy later on and co. Then he insisted on buying dragonball tickets for all of us cuz it was his birthday. Hahaha! Aww.

Then yesterday was Gordon's birthday hang out. Went over to Yx's to help her with a crisis. HAHAHA! (inside joke) then cabbed over to cine where Gordon, Ian, Olanda, Christian and Russell were already waiting for us, ops, we told you it was an emergency already right, so dunchxz blame us. Jade joined us after and we went to chamber to watch '28 weeks later' but it was too scary so we changed to 'it's a boy girl thing' But it still sucked like hellll. So anyway, we cabbed to paradis cuz the guys wanted to jam for abit while Jade, Yx and I sat ouside for a chat as we couldn't stand the noise. Sweh, James and Jerry joined the guys after a while. 1 hr passed and we WALKED. Omg, because we couldn't get a maxi cab. (HAHA) to haji. We walked and grumbled alot. & when we finally got to haji, it was dinner + shisha + everyone's craziness. And finallyyy, to serene and dad came to pick me after. Okay, i'll just let the pictures do the talking. Oh, anywayz, thanks to me and my clever idea of trying to wipe my phone with an extremely wet piece of tissue, my phone is screwed now.

2009-03-14T20:11:00.001-07:00

So, a few days ago. I spoke to my ex-neighbour/ex-classmate/ex-best friend on msn. We started talking about how long we haven't seen each other and how much we missed each other. Then i started to think about the stuff we used to do when we were young, come to think of it, i really miss it - I really miss you.

The first time i talked to you was when we were waiting for our school bus on the first day of primary one! Okay, i must admit everything seems really vague here. But don't you find it cool that we were then both neighbours and classmates? (: Yeah! And although we fought and argued over i suppose really stupid stuff in school, (i can't remember over what. but i mean like what can a lower primary kid quarrel about right?) we still hung on to each other and i remember we used to pluck flowers from the school garden to give each other after school to say we're sorry and we'd be fine again after that. We'd also spend our evenings playing at the playground or going to each other's house. OH! AND OMG. We used to talk about our crushes too. HAHAHA! I know you'd be thinking like what crush right, we were only in primary school. BUT. You used to like Jason (another neighbour or ours) okay! Don't think i've forgotten. You were totally crrraazzzzyyy over him and used to always wana try to look through his window to see what he's doing. And i'll never forget the times i went over and checked 'sfogs' out (a ghost website) then we'd be freaking out and i won't even dare to go home. HAHAHA! Even though my house was just across the street. Actually i really miss everyone come to think of it. Jason, mark, marie, maureen, ryan, amelia, sean, brandon. I hope i haven't missed anyone out! But anyway, i was thinking of visiting you guys this holiday! I'll most probably go back with Sean. HAHAHA! Okay, yeah. Love y'all!

Last night was Band Age2 with Gwenno. Met her at kap and TRIED to walk to Mgs, where we kinda got lost halfway in the rain. Haha, but we managed to get there anyways. late. We were deciding whether to sit with the acs intl or sji intl peeps. Since we saw Justin and Marcus first, we decided to join them. BUT. there weren't many seats left. So Gwen settled with josh and co. while i settled with Justin and co. Omg, there was this really cute sec2 boy sitting beside Justin who keeeept talking to him. I swear he was frigging talkative and cute, like a small little primary 5 boy. HAHAHA! Ariel, Janessa, Keane and Julin, Jona, Ken, James, Levine and Julia were there too! It was great, except for some. I thought Yuresh, asher and team did reallyreally well. I also really liked the acjc team. and. Christian, Vanzino and team. I thought they connected with the audience really well and were awesomezz. Unfortunately, they didn't win. ): Anywhoooo, after the concert, had a chat with ken, josh, janessa, gwen and ariel before we all went home. Dad came to pick me up and i was tireddd like shitttxz. Ogay, time for tennis. Goodbye!

2009-02-27T20:33:00.000-08:00

Sorry yx, i hadddd to steal this picture from you cuz i thought Justin looked reeeaally cute here.

So farnie w0rx.

Anyway, Zining and I thought Lisa was suffering from some smiling spasm yesterday cuz she kept smiling at us - waiting soooo patiently for at least one of us to say 'OMG. YOU TOOK OF YOUR BRACES' but we're sorry Lisa, we really didn't realise. HAHAHA! So the poor her had to finally decide to say 'DIDN'T YOU NOTICE ANYTHING ABOUT ME. I TOOK OFF MY BRACES!' 'huh. when?' 'OMG!!! JUST YESTERDAY!' Opppsss. Had training after school, cuz the runners left for ccab without us. My bad! For not telling you guys i had some class com training thing. Spotted Vanessa after training and we had an awesome chat! (:

Yx you evil smurf! You left zining to attend guides alone. She was damn lonely okay! Like sitting in a corner while everyone was doing some stuff or another. I really pitied her yesterday):

I just realised I screwed almost every single test last week. Chinese - 13.5/50 (I KNOW RIGHT??!) Emath - 20/30 (Not good when everyone got above 25) SS - sure fail

How.

2009-02-23T16:53:00.000-08:00

I know sometimes it's gonna rain..

-Just have fun with your life! says: sharmaine
Sharmaine; says: HEYA!
-Just have fun with your life! says: i am fucking bored and i dunno wtf is happening in my life
Sharmaine; says: why?? Omg, whats happening? _________ again?
-Just have fun with your life! says: no. it's abt my life, it seems so miserable
Sharmaine; says: omg. what's wrongg with it? your life isnt actually that miserable. you just have to look on the brighter side!
-Just have fun with your life! says: NO BRIGHTER SIDE. i need to talk to someone so badly.
Sharmaine; says: you know you can text me anytime right. actually you know you can count on me to tell me stuff and i wont tell anyone. but i know this year it seemed like we've drifted. like we used to be so crappy last time. and it used to be so fun! HAHAHA! i really miss those times. but i dont blame you though:) its mainly my fault cuz im usually the busy one. im sorry:( andddddddd thank you so much for always listening to me grumble about stuff im not happy about. i should've lent you a ear when you were down and stuff. im so sorry:(
-Just have fun with your life! says: haha nvm la, fuck la i rmb last time i help u check everything
Sharmaine; says: HAHAAHAHA YESSS! then you copy and paste!
-Just have fun with your life! says: YEAH!
Sharmaine; says: damn funny la. then all our converations damn retarded one. like about _______. HAHAHA! then you'll draw funny stuff for me
Sharmaine; says: hahhaha! omg. thank you for always being theree and for being so understanding! and i just wana let you know that those memories really mean alot to me. but for now i hope you'll cheer up and be the way you used to be okkkayy! i miss you soo much!
-Just have fun with your life! says: LOL, i miss you right back!

2009-02-20T06:20:00.000-08:00

Can't read my,
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face

2009-02-19T03:36:00.000-08:00

When I grow up,
I wanna see the world
Drive nice cars,
I wanna have groupies

Thank you everyone for the sweet birthday wishes and for always being there

Love you guys to bits! <333

2009-02-16T01:03:00.000-08:00

The past few days have been the awesomest days of this year. Wednesday was a half day for us! DID THEY LIE TO US? Do we usually get a half-day for total defence day? Anywhooo, went out with Celeste, Yx, Carolyn and Pamela after school. Went to kap cuz we were somehow craving for Macdonald's breakfast. Went to watch Bride Wars in town after. It was a very touching show! (: Yx left after that and the rest of us walked around aimlessly. Walked into Gap kids(HAHA) and saw reeally nice shoes and clothes. Carolyn has surprising small feet! She can fit into size 4 children's size. Omg. I can't even fit into 6(the biggest). BUT. That is not a good thing because it shows i have normal sized feet and not very weird small feet like Carols'. :D

Picturezzz!

Ops.

On Valentine's day, went out with mummy then met Carolyn at church! And I had an awesome party on Sunday! Thank you everyone for coming and for your presents and cards! Love you Ati, your card was extremelyyyy sweet. ''You're the butter to my peanut and the Sunshine to my rain and the rose to my thorn. (HAHAHA) & the icing to my cupcake cos you're the sweetest person on earth'' AND THE PICTURE YOU DREW WAS THE BOMB KAY! And Eunice, your card was v.v.v.v. sweet too. And one more! Celeste! You guys are the bestest best! And thank you everyone else for the presents. Especially Le lyn's. HAHAHA! Omg, kay nvm, I still love you. They're all very pretty. Thank you ily all vvvvv much. I'll upload the pictures soon. Please have patience and do not kill me because i tend to be very lazy.

K, photos soon! Bye.

2009-02-09T03:26:00.000-08:00

Math test tomorrow. And I'm still unsure about long division.

To make things worse, I lost my Amath textbook. I've been jealous of anyone who's got it today. HAHA!

Okay anyway, die.

You've taught so much, but it seemed like nothing.

2009-01-03T19:57:00.001-08:00

I just read yx's blog and i figured her post was more than good enough to cover my first day of school so here it is! (: My comments will be in red. Firstly, her blog always has weird stuff which i never get to comment on cuz she doesn't have a tagboard. Secondly, okay there's no secondly. Heeh. Ogay, here!

TGIF!!!!! haha thank god its friday!!!!!!!!!!
but also the start of school. which means you have to REMEMBER to pin up your fringes/UNFOLD YOUR SOCKS/lengthen your skirt sharmaine ong min wei. okayyy I'm in 3/1. and the only familiar face I see around is celeste. and she's not talking to me. zero. nada. zilch. do I have like a big fat loser stamped on my face or what. FINE. I should lead the reclusive hermit life. oh and shar and I havent bought her a birthday present since last year.~~and Valerie's~~haaah omg shizzz let me get around to going out. oh actually enci's in my class and its pretty damn nice. we were trying out bimbo voices. errr.

I have an announcement. I WENT FOR GUIDES TODAY!!!!!!! heee. it was pretty damn good. cause my good friends zining and sharmaine went too. no sharmaine has not transferred out of tennis. but since today was so slack (they didnt even collect my non existent math ws) ( Omg, they didn't collect ours too! But i better finish the last page of it. Cuz yx, guess who my math teacher is. ~The teacher that scolded us for doing your Chinese tuition work during project work. HAHAHAHA! ) zn and I skived off and went to talk to shar after her tennis. which ended one hour ealier than guides. boo

friend: eh zining you got money to lend me
zn: dont have. eh why dont you ask from yx?
yx: naw I'm broke too
friend: kayyyy. *stalks off
yx: zn I'm pretty damn hungry can we go buy food
zn: okay I want to eat the..
yx: I THOUGHT YOU SAY YOU GOT NO MONEY
zn: I tricked her.

LOL. so we pretty much spent the whole of guides avoiding money borrowers. like we saw this girl from last year. she had a desperate for money kinda glint in her eyes ( NO. I heard her asking someone for money lahhh! Omg, seriously, what are we? ~~Cheapskates?~~) and zn was warning me about her so I hurriedly stuffed my wallet into zn pocket except the side compartment was open. yknow the one with coins? hahaaaa omgkasldj? everything started falling out. then shar was also there and we started cracking up. k not funny here you had to be there
HAHAHAHA! That was really funny.
we also spent guides talking about last year. and how some people sneaked off to frigging kap DURING HMTL LESSON. ( We did not sneak to kap! Did we? ) I mean you guys have no brains man. its like lesson starts at 2.30 and sch ends at 2 and you take about 20 mins to rch kap. why not settle for serene. and they pretty much got themselves into trouble. ( Yeah, we really did. The teacher totally guessed we went out of school and said she wanted to give us ~~diSmerit~~ points! And gave us a looong lecture until 4plus. ) heeee. I mean at least they turned up for hmt in the end right? ( Uh not really, cuz when we got back, we spent another 10 mins in 2/1 thinking if we should go to class ) except they were half hour late..... and the lesson's one hour. LOL got it? and they kinda forgot we have security cameras everywhere in school. and also we called ian. who else? but we called martin too. and now they're both angry at us. I mean. me. ( Don't worry, Ian never gets angry. )